The grave is a womb that teaches what love is.
I feasted upon my mother's blood and meat
and the maggots and mud shall devour mine.
The mycelium shall be my umbilical cord;
and the Destroying Angels shall not destroy an angel
but the body of a cannibal.
The one who had to consume it's own mother's flesh to be born
and soul to be just human enough.
I am but a goat in a farm, to be taken care of and loved
only to be eaten;
The nature that fed me shall consume me back.
But that's okay if that means I get closer
to being a human.
Oh Regret! Tell me, why was I never human enough for you?
Oh Guilt! Let me be born and grow again.
Oh Saprophytes, consume this body of a monster
and let the world know the poisons of this heart.
Maybe then, I shall deserve to be loved, once again.
Destroying Angels(Amanita virosa)
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probably just my seasonal (all seasons ever) depression